A pair of good shoes

A quote that relates to my life

"A pair of good shoes will make you grow feelings for it,

you will always want to wear it every day,

even if it is worn out,

you can't bear to throw it away"

(Xin Lei, Corner with love drama)

goodbye roomate

Yesterday, my roommate boarded the flight back to Malaysia, i wanted to send her off but instead it went the other way round. I needed to return to the lab so she send me off. (sorry tira i couldn't send you to the airport)

Later that evening after a total of 10hours doing field work and lab work, i walked slowly back home. Then i recalled the gift that SHE, my roommate left for me. I opened my bag and unwrapped the paper bag.

in the paper bag was a "hanging wood" decoration.

on the wood it said " i most often found happiness where you have planted it "

then at the back was a short paragraph written by HER, and 4 lovely "LOVE" to end the words from the heart.

reading those thoughts, my tears fall like rain, i realized that i won't be able to see HER for maybe another year or two. She will continue her master elsewhere and i'm not returning home to Malaysia this year.

enough said, i miss her.

May we meet again in the future.

(written on Thursday but posted on Friday =P )

The "EMo tornado" that kills

Sometime i hate it when i have these "PMS symptoms", one of the symptoms that i hate most is "emo tornado". I won't be able to control my tone, and sometimes i explode and yell at the wrong person. I really don't mean to hurt the unguilty person, and i know it is wrong to yell at them but the emo tornado happens so fast every time and I'm so sorry...

I wish that i have more patient, more control in whatever i'm doing.

dear friends,

If i ever hurt you during my "emo tornado' symptom please forgive me, i try to keep it down next time and hopefully as the day passes, and as i learn to be more patient, the emo tornado will disappear.

The guilty one --> me, please forgive me.

p/s: emo tornado doesn't happens everyday --> so don't worry! =p

Kekuatan seekor lembaga berperut putih

Today as usual we had our PGL practice , penat giler terasa mau patah kaki. Pastu joe bawa g makan kat Friendlys's Yeah!!! dah lama tak pergi huhuhu.

ok that has nothing to do with today blog title, the real event happened after dinner at Friendly's.

Pabila Rochester yg sejuk beku ni dipenuhi dgn snow yg seputih putih alamnye, kami pun memulakan perjalanan balik ke racquet club (our apartment)

aku tira n jiji yg sememangnye penat menari "asmaradana" mula la melentuk kan kepala di seat belakang. Tibe2 Joe menjerit "OMG OMG OMG"

Bile joe menjerit ade due sebab :

1) mmg emergency ATAU

2) ade gosip huhuhuhu

anyway this time it was an emergency

aku cam cuak n tau ape jadi so aku bgn n pandang depan

then i saw two flashes of something ,don't know what, pastu

"BANG!" the car hit something

aku dah mula cuak , dlm hati "tlg la Ya Allah janganla langgar orang JANGAN!!!!"

then aku nmpk ade benda bergolek ke tepi jalan

putih bahagian perutnye ,trus flash back melanda, aku teringat anjing yang dilanggar sebuah kereta tahun lepas . setahun lalu anjing tu lari nak fetch something bile tuan nye datang nafas die dah sangat sesak .Awwwww kesian.

lepas tu aku nmpk kelibat "benda" tu berpusing , rusa rupenye , trus rusa tu lari melintas jalan seperti tak cedera parah .Kebal rupenye kamu rusa. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Kami berhenti dan sume orang pandang belakang and lega sebab rusa tu hidup lagi n bukan manusia yang kami langgar . Fuh legaaaaaaaa..

Anyway it was an "interesting yet dangerous n unforgettable" memory.

Syukur kite sume selamat.

Sekian dari kentang yang masih terkezut beruk tadi

kepala pusing

Bile kepala pusing , pening pening pening...

tak tau nk awat ape pening pening pening

Hati kata mau , kepala kata tidak..

situasi kata susah ..

masa kata lama lagi..

sume negative last2 pening2

byk kije tak siap pening2x

rasa nk balik Malaysia

ibu kata jangan tahan tahAN

pening pening pening lagi...

Peningnye nak makan la hahahhaha

I'm happy for you dear bro

My brother got his UPSR result today, and he got all A's!!! WOahhoooo.. tak sia sia kudrat aku menyesa die my whole summer! hahaha i even bought a "pistol getah" as a weapon to make him focus. Alhamdulillah , thank you Allah for blessing my brother.and to all my neighbor who saw me chasing my brother around the house, it is worth it k and I'm sorry if we mengganggu ketenteraman awam heee! huhuhu

Dear "you act so macho little brother" ,

May you always achieve the best in whatever you do,
You know, i love you always,

So here is a memo for you

if these happened:~
when people don't believe in you,
I'm always there to support you

when you are weak
I will give you my strength

when you are sad
i will bring you joy

when you are broke
i will try to "korek" my piggy bank lol

and whatever happened..
I will always be there for you
cause U are a part of my wonderful life and I LOVE YOU so much.

Love,

Your soooooooOOOooooooooooo cool sis hahahha (ROTFL)

Cookies baking

Cookies Cookies !! yeah!

Today after helping "swinging bowl" team packing the tomato rice for delivery (p/s: almost 50 of them), my friends invited me to their cookies baking party.

Katie drove me to rustic village, and her apartment was amazingly beautiful! The decoration and potpourri and frames are all arranged creatively. She even have this Japanese chopstick set and Lebanon hand craft box. nice!

then we start baking the cookies, instead of making cookies, i was helping Chelsea mashing the banana for banana cup cake. And Katie made a tray of non bake peanut butter cornflakes cookies, they were very nutty, creamy, and when ate the cookies melt in your mouth, and the cornflakes maintain it crunchy crispy texture, what an amazing taste!

after the creamy nutty cookies, we moved on to the Double chocolate soft baked cookies with milk! the inner chocolate chips melt in the mouth and the spongy soft cookies went great with milk. Emm yummy yummy.(p/s: thanks Kali , the 1% low fat milk taste just nice)

Thats not all, we also had chips with cream cheese mixed with onions (high cholesterol -but once in a while won't hurt i guess)

then we played the "Shah's game" again (it was named after me cause i didn't remember the name of the game-lol) ..when all the tummies were full, we played Taboo, which was not good for a vocab low people like me. Surprisingly, i managed to survive the game, which was a guinness book record for me! Sadly we didn't get to finish the game since it was late and Chelsea got assignment to finish.

So, Rachel send us home and that was the end of the "cookies baking party" i went half an hour ago.