A talk

1. Me : WHat am i doing?
2. The other me (Inner self-IS) : you are killing yourself.

1. Me : really?what did i do wrong?
2. IS : you lie to yourself.

1. Me : emmmmmm...do you mean i lie to you?
2. IS : yes (shock her head)

1. Me : i didn't mean to.
2. IS: yes you do.

1. Me : but i need to control this.
   
2. IS: no don't. you are killing me, and you are killing IS.

1. Me: I'm looking at it *STARED*..controlling, denying, hesitating...ARGHH
   
2. IS: please just go and say it out loud !!!!!! You are hurting Me you know!

1. Me: No................
2. IS: if you do it , you'll satisfied Mr T, If you don't emm nothing happen really except YOu will HURT Mr T!!!!!!!!!
   

1. Me : okay, i'll do it!
   
2. IS : yes!! now say it out loud! ... ..... ...... .........
   

1. Me : MAGGI !!! I want to eat you!!!
2. IS : akhirnye , takkan berlapar aku mlm ni. KEntangputaryanglapar