A talk

1. Me : WHat am i doing?
2. The other me (Inner self-IS) : you are killing yourself.

1. Me : really?what did i do wrong?
2. IS : you lie to yourself.

1. Me : emmmmmm...do you mean i lie to you?
2. IS : yes (shock her head)

1. Me : i didn't mean to.
2. IS: yes you do.

1. Me : but i need to control this.
   
2. IS: no don't. you are killing me, and you are killing IS.

1. Me: I'm looking at it *STARED*..controlling, denying, hesitating...ARGHH
   
2. IS: please just go and say it out loud !!!!!! You are hurting Me you know!

1. Me: No................
2. IS: if you do it , you'll satisfied Mr T, If you don't emm nothing happen really except YOu will HURT Mr T!!!!!!!!!
   

1. Me : okay, i'll do it!
   
2. IS : yes!! now say it out loud! ... ..... ...... .........
   

1. Me : MAGGI !!! I want to eat you!!!
2. IS : akhirnye , takkan berlapar aku mlm ni. KEntangputaryanglapar

Life at RIT -winter quarter's pain

The weather is getting worse day by day, and to make it worse, tissue culture lab acquires student to go to lab everyday! fighting the snow and the wind and the icy road, winter is always the quarter of "disaster".

I was actually studying organic chemistry an hour ago before i digress myself with facebook n stuff, and end up writing a blog to express my winter pain. I hate winter! can't stand the cold the sensitive skin, lips that burst with blood all day and stomach that calls for food ! winter please end early this year, cause my whole body is hurting and my brain is freezing.

winter pain song :

winter winter go away come again another year, winter winter go away come again another year....

kiasu in dream? oh tidak!

recently i have become "kiasu".. maybe pressure causes my nerve to work abnormally. I'm not a bookworm nor a textbook lover but since last three days i have been reading only and only textbook. I read chapter 6 organic chemistry!! i had never ( i believe so la since dtg rit) finish reading a chapter from chemistry book, and yesterday i read one!
Amazing! and so not me.

It is actually a good change but the "kiasu" or rajin part makes me feel awkward. i feel awkward about myself, how can that happened? Why am i feeling bad when i actually becomes "rajin" ner ? why is this changes make me feel something is wrong , my brain cell might have undergoes mutation or something. What happens?? what? why is this weird to me ? why?
and the weirdness reach it climax yesterday night when i dream of.....

shark, text book , beach , sea and pencil box..

I was totally freak out by this dream, it is like i have reach a crazy insanity stage. In my dream i was studying at the beach with my organic chemistry book can you believe that? studying kat tepi pantai? OMG ! and then there were like 3 people with me but i forgot who. then suddenly air pasang and air laut cam naik tinggi giler .

it was like suddenly my book n i are covered with water. then came this three small shark pulling my hand towards the middle of the sea but i fought and you know why i fought? because i was swimming toward my orgo chemistry book and trying to save the book! instead of saving my own life i was more concern on the text book and the pencil box!

then after the text book was succesfully place on the land i was pulled back by the shark. it was pushing my left hand and i was like " oh my book is safe now and i can go peacefully" can you believe that? what the **** is going on? then suddenly i terjaga n my roomate was pulling my hand LOL !

KENYang....

bulan puasa dah nk abis ! raya dah dekat dan yang paling tak penting exam pun dah dekat!!!!!!!!!!

tidak!!! kenapa la exam on the day after raya? it makes me feel so miserable! tapi lets leave that for now. sbb perut aku tgh kenyang giler!!!

tima kasih petai , dila , kina for the wonderful dinner!!!!
3 pinggan nasi aku tambah isk3
pastu ice cream lg!!
tp TAI ko nye asam peedas melaka mmg KAWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! kepedasan n kepanasan aku!!!

I forgot i have a blog lol

sorry people i totally forgot that i have a blog, maybe sbb busy sgt i'l update My summer story yg totally awesome later cuz ade exam ni!!! AHHHH i so damn in trouble

"Meringue"- so delicious!

Like usual weekend will be the day of "the Visit"..

But today everyone was exhauted, dila, kina n me masing2 dah pucat sakit pingang patah kaki n etc . (sbb smlm penat bersihkan kandang leopard kat seneca park zoo)

But since we promised to go to Francis's house, so janji ttp janji maka kami pun pergi ke rumah john n francis

Aktiviti Hari ni:
1) masak lasagna sendiri!!! uuuuuu
first time wat lasagna sendiri pergh best giler huhu (actually i don't really like lasagna but memandangkn dpt chance bljr masak kat rumah American ape2 pun jadi la)

2) wat meringue sedap giler2
ni br first time tau kewujudan meringue yg sgt pelik itu..
rase cam marshmallow sedap seyh.. pastu makan ngan blue berry n whip cream !
sedap2.. for more info google la haha

3) main basikal keliling "kampung"
main beskal lama diorang huhu best giler , pompuan ngan laki nye beskal lain lak tu
pastu kena paksa pakai helmet!!! huahua first time aku main beskal pakai helmet lawak seyh..
pastu beskal takde break adoi sengal bahaya2 cuak but BEST GILER MAIN !!


4) penat bagai nk mati....
pastu badan dah penat .... balik naik kereta John himpit ramai2 6 org dlm keta


the end of the weekly visit to John n Francis's house.

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