Kiasu ke aku??

Haritu ade exam Marine bio,

pastu hbs exam aku cam pasrah sbb ade soalan 10markah yang aku main *goreng* je, tak pernah aku jumpe ikan sebegitu rupe mana la tau jawapan die ape. Habis exam tu pergi la SAU cafe. Terjumpa la Joe, biler hati dah frustrated jwab exam mule la aku complain blablabla *panjang giler citer kat joe*. Nico pun ade muke die cam.."ecah frust la tu"

Days after that,

markah marine bio tu pun keluar la... aku dah cuak haram sebab lecturer tu advisor research aku, kalau dapat markah rendah mesti kena zap. Teringat dulu time fall quarter dapat B one of the exam nasib baik bukan final grade...walhal B yang nyaris nyaris A, pastu lecturer aku zap "did you study?, i thought u can do better than this?" * it sounded something like that*.

Aku cam sob3x kena ZAP ngan advisor sendiri cam kena tikam kat hati 10x.

balik kpd hari yg die bg kertas marine bio tu...(sorry ter-digress)

Aku pun tgk la markah kat kertas tu 101.5 pastu aku cam...eh tak kire lagi ke ni??

Punye la bodo aku ingat total mark die maybe 150 ke kena bahagi tambah tolak dulu segala, poyo je ambik calculator.

Pastu tibe2 lecturer aku buat pengumuman dlm kelas "the total score for this test is 102, including 2 bonus point". Aku cam ERRRRrrrrr what??????

OMG aku dapt markah paling tinggi exam marine bio yang susah haram tu??? Trus aku cover markah aku..sbb xpasal2 kang kena cop "kiasu".

Pastu markah yg almost full mark tu pun aku simpan la tak bgtau sape2, budak2 research aku yg kiasu yg dr dulu suka cakap marine bio ni paling susah la segala, tak study bole fail la, kalau bocor markah ni habis la kena label kiasu.

Sekali tadi ade meeting ngan budak research and another advisor aku (takleh bla aku ade 2 advisor, tamak gitu, due2 suke bg kerja setimbun, ops tak baik kutuk lecturer hehehe). Time tgh discuss nak buat research minggu final week, tibe2 advisor yg ajar marine bio ni pun g buat pengumuman die cakap " Aishah got 102 in my marine biology test, she might need the final week to study" TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk

kenapala die buat pengumuman dlm meeting research .....

Pastu die cakap lagi, for the final week you can study while waiting for the machine to stop...(macam nk zap aku study 24hours a day je, walhal tak pun)

Pastu tibe2 research advisor sorang lagi tu zap aku

"OH my AIshah why?????" "102? are you crazy?" pastu kwn research sorang lagi ni pun join la zap aku "Aishah WHY??? do you have to get 102?"

aku cam bisik dlm hati "bukan aku nk 102 pun dah betul aku goreng nk buat camne, nama orang pulau ahahahhaha"

Pastu diorang zap aku lagi, look at her desktop screen (gmbr pantai putih kat pulau), thats where she live. ...dalam hati "diorang ni zap aku ke puji ni??"

confuse mood.

Akhir kata, dah lecturer pun zap aku kiasu kena la trima label tu sobssss. sobss. sobssss.